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A Three​-​Stringed Japanese Instrument that holds no sentimental value

by Substantial Enough

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1.
c/am, e but with index on b, Am, F I called you twice last night You denied me both times That's okay I can deal by myself But I'm so glad you're not in my life I know you loved yourself more than I ever could and I believe it's okay, if not good put me in my place because you clearly dont need me but fuck off if you ever think of yourself as lonely Because you have a system of support you'd never give to someone else. and days'n'daze says it's that and a clean bill of health you'd never realise how terrifying it is to look in the mirror and see someone you don't recognise even clearer Please just cling on to any resemblence you see Because nostalgia will paint a bad picture of me I met her twice in one week but I never felt strong but her gentle velvet touch always belonged beautiful and stoned tasted like smoke tangled her fingers disappeared into letters when I awoke when this song ends you'll clap and return living lives and you'll miss me when im gone
2.
She was from a place out of town with no connections to this sunny dune an all night aeroplane from middle of thailand and a puffed up scar adorning her face and she carried, a scarlet case ready to storm the world she was denied entry to a few places lack of identity, lack of home but she sang and she sang and god it would move a room and it wouldn't matter what words she'd say they meant the world She'd sing "I don't believe in heroes But a few people have Made me so close to changing It must be love." He was from a place from inside these walls Lived in the same damn town Scared of people, bored of it all he turned away from freedom but he'd carry, endless guilt ready to fuck the world Isolation wasn't much of a gift after all, he'd sing "Hail satan tonight!" all alone and he'd sing and nobody would pay mind but she did, and he'd sing "I don't believe in lovers. Few have hurt me so kind, I think your eyes are wonderful. Could you be mine?" I don't believe in endings, and that's why these characters i've scripted are immortal in design
3.
I was never any happier than when I was with you I felt like I could Go Through Anything
4.
044200 007750 I heard it on the radio I dont want to hear bad news anymore let me breathe let me dream of pasture and the screams are from outside The trees outside are on fire it's getting hot in here I just want you to call me and you to make it clear The world outside is bleeding In my room i'm still breathing and i'm trying on new clothes please stay don't let me go I heard my front door close out through mouth and in through nose let me see let me feel you with my eyes The world outside is squealing in a process of healing and i'm good I promise i'm good I promise the world outside has been dead for months I'm fine in my sanctuary and I'm doing alright on my own
5.
Am G plucked How can I think you're beautiful when i've never seen your face you're described so profoundly i cant quite place my finger on why you're so vivid in my mind even so to put you on any pedestal would be unkind as if you're flesh not scrawling of someone I've never even met i'm trying to reach to you oh god it's so pathetic I hate myself and I hate her too i'm trying to not be apathetic and leave this cursed room please god! take me! i'm a failure of a man and I'm destitute without any resemblence of a plan other than wake read sleep, wake read sleep try not to eat wake read sleep, the comfort comes when it repeats like a swallow's nest like a faded tattoo like that ivy that strangles a tree until it's leaves turn blue Oh god, like that, i'm thinking of death in, my mind, it's hard to catch a breath oh god, passing out is easier anyway i'll get to be happy another day
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7.
pluck 700 500 300 200 300 500 I'm dreaming of girls I haven't kissed yet Dreamed of their cotton hair I don't think you know how lonely i truly am being a selfish git Fill in the void with laughtracks and cutaways try to free from shackles and love you in a new way because I can't seem to cope without you in my mind I wish i could just leave you behind and I'm struggling so hard like the gift of the magi to provide and still somehow love you you're foul and wrong but I cant help but pine I can't help but push against cotton while wishing you were mine and i'll try to push against you with all my might get through this year if it kills me outright
8.
024400 244000 355000 022000 Understand though we are through I'd still help you i'd hold you chin up high and i'd hope it's alright alright I'm your rockstar In your fucked heart leave me be
9.
032400 002400 022400 Do I want you to suffer Is that what I need do I need you unhappy do i have to see you bleed can you My friends were right about you you're nothing but bad news but I'm standing on this flooded ship always born to lose When you needed me i was right there standing by your side You've disappeared now when I don't think i can be alive Is this love? I don't think it is Because I dont think you're more than a selfish prick hedonistic, defining what I hate you can't fix this, it's already too late like a home that's been broken into by a mob, i'll cover myself in my bed and hope the burning stops
10.
3 UP riverrun, past Eve and Adam's, from swerve of shore to bend of bay, brings us by a commodius vicus of recirculation back to Howth Castle and Environs. Sir Tristram, violer d'amores, fr'over the short sea, had passen- core rearrived from North Armorica on this side the scraggy isthmus of Europe Minor to wielderfight his penisolate war: nor had topsawyer's rocks by the stream Oconee exaggerated themselse to Laurens County's gorgios while they went doublin their mumper all the time: nor avoice from afire bellowsed mishe mishe to tauftauf thuartpeatrick: not yet, though venissoon after, had a kidscad buttended a bland old isaac: not yet, though all's fair in vanessy, were sosie sesthers wroth with twone nathandjoe. Rot a peck of pa's malt had Jhem or Shen brewed by arclight and rory end to the regginbrow was to be seen ringsome on the aquaface. The fall (bababadalgharaghtakamminarronnkonnbronntonner- ronntuonnthunntrovarrhounawnskawntoohoohoordenenthur- nuk!) of a once wallstrait oldparr is retaled early in bed and later on life down through all christian minstrelsy. The great fall of the offwall entailed at such short notice the pftjschute of Finnegan, erse solid man, that the humptyhillhead of humself prumptly sends an unquiring one well to the west in quest of his tumptytumtoes: and their upturnpikepointandplace is at the knock out in the park where oranges have been laid to rust upon the green since dev- linsfirst loved livvy. 4 UP What clashes here of wills gen wonts, oystrygods gaggin fishy- gods! Brékkek Kékkek Kékkek Kékkek! Kóax Kóax Kóax! Ualu Ualu Ualu! Quaouauh! Where the Baddelaries partisans are still out to mathmaster Malachus Micgranes and the Verdons cata- pelting the camibalistics out of the Whoyteboyce of Hoodie Head. Assiegates and boomeringstroms. Sod's brood, be me fear! Sanglorians, save!
11.
Will I see you there Will I see you there when the final engine blows when the final crystal glows I know it's unfair to ask you to be there and I know oh lord I know Rejoice for there isn't much worth fighting for Rejoice because you can only create rejoice because you know it all one day will go and we'll be better off without you

about

An album that took a long while to work through.
Subtly about the struggle between someone's love and growing resentment over someone, and the impossible love that comes with growing old and understanding that you aren't okay.

credits

released February 4, 2023

A huge thank you to all my supporters, whether ironic or not, your words touch my soul immensely. A special thanks to:
Misha, without your friendship I could've never hated myself enough to make this album
Chandra, my absolute and my rock. I love you, you whore.
Finn, bitch took my name.
Craig, you're scottish and I love you dearly
As always my fellow musicians on this small side of the internet, Bope, This band name, Misha hivemind, Eoin Ryan and so many more.
Big thank you to John Darnielle and his album All Hail West Texas, the main inspiration to this album.

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Substantial Enough England, UK

Music shouldn't be good, that's boring. I settle for the path of least resistance. I settle for music that is Substantial Enough.

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