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Tyranny walks, Young captain

by Substantial Enough

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straining to be in uncompromising situations trying to make my songs seem less like masturbation it's just self pleasure disguised as healing my spoiled nature endlessly revealing I love you but I fear it's not the same I'm scared of intentions and I only feel shame approach you incarcerated by red blooded chivalry but it hurts when I think of your beauty Surrounded by one thousand strangers Living breathing inanimacy without any faces Twisting and pulsing in contorted ways I think i am dying but who's not these days I think im entranced by what I cant have It's a creeping hollowness, I'm not even sad do you want to see a magic trick? I ask myself watch as I evaporate all of my health I'm disgusting, lonely and that is not all if you need me to, i'd take the fall because I am frosted and I am cut I want to give you all my love but I have nothing more to give, now I am scared of narrative Let me stay still now Now I have nothing more to do, than just remain inside my room Leave me alone now
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I awake in a cold sweat shaking from head to feet Dreamt of being with a girl I cannot wait to meet I know she's out there I can see it in her eyes I can see her hair I can see through her lies She blushes in response to all my dumb fucking lines I've awoken shaking crying again numerous times When I'm asleep, I start to dream That a ryefield isn't too far away I start to wonder, shuffling in bed If these delusions may be- Products of my ego transcended beyond my self Because I know I'm not the figureboy Of clean mental health I know my lines are trite and my chords uninspired but I play until my fingers are all bloodied and tired I'm spending the last moments of my family's dying life with my fredboard and pen I'll write down words nobody will remember and even though they are alive it feels like I miss them When I play, I start to feel Like I'm the only one who needs to cope. Self involved, dead man walking clinging onto birch branches of hope And I wish The A303, was a mobius strip So I could ride away from you in perfect harmony that's not right you know it too but I can't help but let my crystals go
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Im scared of the summer Because what happens then I've lost contact with loved ones and losing all my friends because of my crippling addiction to being alone addicted to fucking a girl through my phone I wanna be a worm on an escapade I wanna be free dont wanna be afraid Mural of a horse of a horse of a horse Stuck in grime from my fingernails stuck in time in this fuckhole town I dont know what ails me, why i cant just be happy maybe im scared of being happy I wanna be a worm would you still be in love with me i wanna be a worm please let me be free Mural of a horse of a horse of a horse Pool in the shape of the most bitter of fruits losing hope that things would be better soon I have so mant options so much time I'm now a worm and i'm wriggling from this fucking grime
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she lands through lands end robins signal death no bread, eaten here signs drifting in garish fonts she knows i'm extending her hand always cancels plans but not the day before no reason to be mad ruby skies missed pubs cant fucking fly by always stuck in devonshire stop equating me to value for money stop calling me my love and honey it's confusing enough feeling for you at all when you say names i disagree with the sky begins to fall stuck in a postcard so fucking far burns on my finger from a cigarette lighter for cars I am so much more than the image you put on me I wish i could be more than everyone seems I want to lust for youwhen i should be asleep I want to forever stain this silk white sheets she is breathing the carbon ive placed here [say few times idk] hold me fucker hold me
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This is a demo reel from 2023 so far, some of these tracks are clearly not finished and need work put into them. This is because I am working on 3 or so projects that are much bigger than simple one person / one guitar. This is the last solo Substantial Enough Release for a little while. Sorry my whole 3 fans out there.

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released April 15, 2023

Huge thanks to Misha, as always, for being my creative dump and hearing half of these before release.
My friends and family in general for being a brilliant help and inspiration for these self serving messy songs. You're all great. Even the ones I hate.
Special thanks to Crywank, The Mountain Goats and BC:NR for inspiring lyrics or themes in these tracks.
Thanks to me for making these tracks I guess.

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Substantial Enough England, UK

Music shouldn't be good, that's boring. I settle for the path of least resistance. I settle for music that is Substantial Enough.

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